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Night One of the RNC

Diary of a Republican woman, living in the world today.

     The best word I could use to describe the Republican Convention is exhilarating. From the opening speech by Charlie Kirk to the beautiful words of the father who lost his daughter to a school shooting, this was just one after another way of showing President Trump as a human being. They chose a lot of the most important topics to discuss, while the DNC completely dropped the ball on those enormously important topics. Most important being the repetition of the phrase, “Promises made, promises kept.” There are a lot of things that the media likes to play up, which are some of the name calling of members of Congress and The Senate by the President, but last night they managed to show a very much warmer side of our President. From his very close 37-year friendship with Hershel Walker, which Hershel himself described as a “deep personal relationship.” Hershel went on to say that “It hurt my soul to hear the terrible names that people call Trump.” The hardest hitting things I believe Hershel said were “I take it as personal that people think that I would have a 37-year friendship with a racist.” Hershel Walker humanized a man that so many have decided was cruel, homophobic, racist, xenophobic, transphobic, and whatever other politically correct way to call someone a horrendous human being there are.

    I waited for months for this Convention and I am extremely pleased with the direction that it is taking so far. There was a man, who only said his name was Rick called the C-Span and told the person who answered the phone that he has been a life-long Democrat who is going to vote for Donald Trump, because he was so happy that the Republicans did not leave out the word God from it’s Convention, which is another thing that the DNC did not say. As a matter of fact, they had a few people say the Pledge of Allegiance without the word God even in it. They just decided to leave out the entire part that says “One Nation under God” There were so many things that the Democrats decided to talk about during their Convention, but it was what they did not say, that I believe is going to lose them much of their base. There was no mention of the Riots that are taking place every single night in Portland, Washington DC, Minnesota, and every other State in America. There have been demonstrations or “protests” all over the Country in every State. The ones that are burning down our cities are in the places I named. Forgive me if I missed one or two, it is so hard to keep up these days. Also, the Democrats talked about nothing except how terrible this Country is and how we need someone like Joe Biden, (Bernie Sanders) to reform America by enacting extremist policies. With the amount of people that I have witnessed #Walkaway from the Democrat Party, I have no idea who would even vote for him at this point. Oh right, there are still those NEVER TRUMPERS or brain-dead Democrats, that still believe the lies that the Fake News Media feeds them every night on CNN and MSDNC.

    Unlike the Democrats who decided to conveniently leave out the most devastating things that are happening in this Country, likely because they are being funded primarily by BLM, the Republicans said all of that and then some. The Democrat Rep. Vernon Jones of Georgia made an appearance to show his support for the Trump-Pence Re-election by saying that the “Democrats do not want Black people to leave the mental plantation they have had us on for years.” Rep. Jones also shared with us that “All hell broke loose” when it was known that he would be speaking at the Republican Convention. He told us how his colleagues threatened him, called him an embarrassment, and asked him to resign from his office. The most important of the things that Rep. Jones said was that it was consistent with his Party and how they view independent thinking Black men and woman. There were plenty of Republicans who spoke at the DNC and I am positive that none of them were bullied or tormented by the Republicans the way in which Rep. Jones was by the Democrats. I can just see it now, Nancy Pelosi and the Squad all up in arms, marching towards Rep. Jones’ office and basically, unleashing holy hell on him for supporting the devil, Donald Trump. I think it is safe to say, with complete and total certainty that The Democrats have seriously lost their minds and I mean more than they already had.

    Senator Tim Scott gave a beautiful speech in which he said, “We are not fully where we want to be, but I thank God Almighty that we are not where we used to be.” He also went on to denounce the cancel culture and said that we do not give in to the Radical Left and their insane belief that things are worse today than they were in the 1860’s or the 1960’s. Senator Scott told us directly that the Biden-Harris ticket wants a “cultural revolution and a fundamentally different America.” He also went on to say that they will turn our Country into a “Socialist utopia.” I don’t know about the people reading this, but I can only imagine that you must feel the way that I do, that this has got to be some sort of scary as hell nightmare that we are all going to wake up from very soon. Unfortunately for us though, that is not the case, and this is happening to our beautiful United States of America. It has already started, with the ruining of our cities by these Radical Leftist punks, that throw fireworks at the Police, point heavy powered laser pointers in their eyes leaving them blind or almost blind, setting fire to Courthouses, trampling our historical monuments and statues, and branding all of our streets with the big bright yellow paintings of Black lives matter in huge lettering covering our entire streets.

    You do not see the Republicans, Libertarians, Independents, or Conservatives acting this way and causing mass hysteria across the Country. That is why I believe that this Republican Convention is so vitally important right now. People are getting sick and tired of the lack of Law and Order, leadership by these Democrat ran cities, and the bashing of our President on a multiple time a day basis. This Convention is to show America that if it wants to live the life that our Founding Fathers fought for, than we need to be voting for President Donald J. Trump or we will see the America, as we know it completely disappear. Just the first night of the RNC and I am super enthusiastic about our President and all those that support him. There were many more speeches last night, and I would love to be able to write about all of them, but that would be one very long reading! Instead, I am just giving you some of my favorite parts. Because there are so many to count, I just tried to narrow it down the best that I could. I would have loved to have written about the Cuban born American, who when speaking of what he was told about a Communist utopia, wound up being nothing but empty promises that led Cuba to be one of the poorest Countries. He said that he cried all over the paper to become an American Citizen and that made my heart melt with happiness, because that man knows what he came so far for, and he doesn’t want it taken away by these Liberal Radical criminals. Maybe I will do a special edition Post where I rank all the speeches from last night, but that is of course only if my 3-year old daughter gives me the time to do that. What can I say, that is the life of a Mother! Hope you enjoyed today’s post and will be back for tomorrow for more on night two of the RNC!


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The Truth About BLM And the Radical Left

Diary of a Republican woman, living in the world today.

    When Black Lives Matter decided to crawl out from behind the rock they had been hiding behind, they did it at the perfect time in American Society. George Floyd’s death, while being one of the worst things that has happened in recent years to a black man by the Police, it has been hijacked by the leftist Media and Democrats alike. While it was such an unfortunate death, did it really garner the attention it has been given. That answer is no! Though, it was again one of the most horrible things that I have ever seen and given the fact that it caused such an outrage with all people, the Democrats jumped right on it because it fit their narrative and agenda, which is to bring up matters that they deemed important to their cause. The cause I am referring to is the 2020 Election, in which they were scrambling to try and find a way to get Sleepy Joe elected. I mean, does anyone seriously believe that this would have been nearly as headline grabbing had there not been a Presidential Election coming up? The answer unfortunately again, is no. I am sure it would have made the news and been reported on for a while, but like the rest of the news concerning things of this matter would have been cycled through much quicker, like all the rest of the news. Whether George Floyd is black, in my opinion, has absolutely nothing to do with this. After seeing the complete body cam footage, it is tremendously obvious, that George Floyd was acting irrationally from the moment the Police asked him to step out of his car. He was resisting, screaming “I can’t breathe”, and continuously saying aloud “I am gonna die man, I’m going to die.” After refusing to get into the cop car several times, he in fact asked the officers to lay him down on the ground, while continuing by saying “I’m going down man, I’m going down.” He himself decided to lie down on the ground, because in his own words, he kept stating the words I can’t breathe man, I can’t breathe. Now, am I saying that this man deserved to die? No, I am adamant in my belief, that what happened after that was not acceptable. No human being has the right to put his knee into someone’s neck while they are laying on the ground helpless, for as long as he was kept there, which contributed to his death. However, this again is a man that chose to disobey officers’ orders, while acting 100% Irrational.

    While the rest of us saw this as devastating this was a gift to the Democrats, who use people based on Race during every single Presidential Election. This time they had the perfect way to use black Americans help to get Sleepy Joe elected, while accusing all Police Officers of being corrupt, racist, and less than human in the way they treat Minorities. While nothing could be further from the truth, the corrupt Media picked it up and ran with it, while creating a snowball effect, that enraged the Black Lives Matter Movement. From that point on, we have seen complete and utter pandemonium in the stree. ts. The BLM Movement took to the streets to “protest” the killing of an “innocent” black man, killed unjustly by the Police, which is all that really matters to the leftist Media and Democrats. They started rioting in Minneapolis, tearing apart the streets, destroying businesses, and looting. It did not stop there, they also decided to terrorize the people of the community by committing acts of violence against innocent bystanders and police alike. Their main objective quite obviously, was targeting any man or woman of Law Enforcement and causing as much harm as possible to them. The fake News Media, decided to report that this was the only way that these people knew how to express the painful feelings that they were feeling. AOC went as far as to state that they were looting and destroying communities because they are starving and need to steal bread to feed their families. Last time I checked, they weren’t looting and robbing from Shoprite or Stop and Shop, they have been having very organized rioting and looting of stores like, Gucci and other high end stores; Not to feed their families, but to steal things worth lots of money so they could destroy the establishment and bankrupt hard working people.

    BLM and Antifa go hand in hand, they plan these attacks together, while BLM is protesting in the streets Antifa is throwing bricks, explosives, shooting fireworks at police, and blinding officers with high powered laser pointers. When I hear that large tech companies, Google, Facebook, Amazon, and many rich celebrities are condoning this kind of behavior by donating millions upon millions of dollars to this organization; I cannot help but think of what would happen if one of their children just happened to be driving down the street and were ambushed by these “peaceful protesters” would they really be that inclined to support a Movement that attacks innocent people on a daily basis. What if one of their children happened to be the man and woman driving through a BLM protest, that were brutally attacked by a mob of BLM members for absolutely no reason! They pulled this man out of his car, after he crashed it by trying to escape from these people and the man was taken out and beaten severely by these, so called “peaceful protesters.” while the woman was being held back by other members of this Marxist group of individuals. They can be heard telling him, “You ain’t going no where.” And if the man tried to speak, he was punched, kicked, and beaten by these BLM members.

    For me, the most intriguing part of all that has been going on, is the list of demands that have been given in an interview by one of the leaders and founders of BLM that says some of the most insane and racist demands I have ever heard in my entire life. Here’s the link to this Interview, I am sharing this link so people can fact check the information that I am giving you. https://www.dailywire.com/news/black-lives-matter-leader-pens-list-10-demands-amanda-prestigiacomo For the record, I am not just enraged by all of this because it comes from a Movement started by Black Americans, I would be equally as disgusted if this were a Movement that was created by any other Race as well, including White Americans. When something is wrong, it does not matter to me at all the Race or Religion of whoever started it. I would be writing about any group of people that thought it was okay to do what BLM and Antifa are doing,I cannot even bring myself to call them White Americans, when what they want is to destroy the Country that I love and was born and raised in. I would like to keep the freedoms that the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence has afforded me as an American Citizen. I will not be silent and allow this Country and my fellow Americans to be treated like animals, beaten, and forced to do things, such as kneel to another Human being because they feel I should because I was born with “White Privilege.” As a matter of fact, I was not born with “White Privilege” at all. I was born into a family that was poverty stricken, where I ate Mayonnaise sandwiches, boiled water to have hot water to take a bath, used my oven for heat, and grew up in neighborhoods exactly like that of these Marxist Radicals. The only difference between myself and these people is that, I do not choose to blame others for my misfortune. Instead, I decided that was not a way in which I wanted to live, made a choice to better myself, and work hard to have the best life that I can possibly have. I am not asking for handouts or blaming anyone for my circumstances. I am taking responsibility for my life, the way it was, and now the way I have always wanted it to be. It takes hard work and determination to become something better than what I was born into. In other words, I am not a victim, but a survivor, who decided that I would do whatever it took to claw my way out of poverty with determination and personal strength and power.

    America is the Land of Opportunity, where anyone can come from any background and become whatever their heart’s desire. Yes, I am white, I was born that way, which was what God apparently created me to be. I have no “white guilt” or shame for the way I was born. I am proud of the Woman that I am today and REFUSE to allow anyone to try and make me feel like there is something wrong with me. I have been given the same opportunities as everyone else born in this amazing and beautiful Country. The difference is that I am aware that the only way to get ahead in life, whether you are black, brown, white, yellow, orange, purple, or blue is to work hard for what you want and go after it. With all that we face every day, we do not need all this craziness going with the Chinese Virus, we do not need any of this absolute Lefist Marxist bull going on. As if it is not sad enough that Democrats are using these people as their “Victims”; we also have to watch the news everyday and night, where they are showing people rioting in Portland trying to take over a Courthouse, people being beaten for no reason, our Law Enforcement Officers being attacked and blinded, while also listening to CNN and MSNBC lying to everyone, telling us that these are “Peaceful Protests” when they are clearly not. The Democrats will use the BLM Movement or the Black Americans of this Country to further their Radical thoughts, views, and to help them make OUR PRESIDENT look like this evil Dictator!

President Trump is working all day every day, for all hours of the day and night, to protect us from these Radical Politicians as best he can. He has negotiated the first Peace Treaty between Israel and the United Arab Nations; it is the first of its kind in over 25 years. While the Democrats are trying to use everything from human beings, the 25th Amendment, and this Bill, in which, Nancy Pelosi is asking for money for anything and everything except for the Chinese Virus to help the American Citizens; President Trump is doing his job, you know, running the Country. If I do say so myself, Trump is doing an excellent job, despite the Media constantly throwing bombs at him in his Press Briefings, the Democrats trying to undermine him at every turn, and dealing with all of these Foreign Countries, namely China; who would love nothing more than a Biden win, President Trump is going about business as usual. Making and Keeping America GREAT AGAIN! I know that the everyday American must be fed up with all this lunacy, and I hope and Pray that come November 3rd we will be celebrating a Trump Re-election. Our President loves this Country and the people in it. He proves that every day by not lying to us, working his fingers to the bone, and making sure that The United States of America is NEVER taken advantage of again by any other Country, the way that they did through so many other Presidencies. God Bless America and The President of this magnificent Country that we all love so very much!

“The duty of a Patriot is to protect his Country from its Government” -Thomas Paine

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Oh No Joe!

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I am sure, most people have now been made aware of Joe Biden’s pick for VP, Kamala Harris. As it stands, Joe Biden put himself in a position where he did not have many choices for his VP choice, because of the fact that he had announced to the public, he would be choosing a woman, but not only a woman, a woman of color. His options were limited because of this announcement and as a result, Kamala Harris was essentially one of his only options. While I was left scratching my head at this selection, as I am sure many others were, I realized that Joe Biden truly believes that this will help him with the Black vote. The only problem with that is, Kamala is not actually of African American decent, and, she obliterated him during the Democratic Debates and while speaking to the press. She accused Joe of being the leading Crusader in Anti-Bussing policy while in Senate by in fact saying that, “I was actually-it was hurtful to hear you talk about the reputations of two United States senators who built their career on the segregation of race in this Country. And it was not only that, but you also worked with them to oppose bussing.” Harris went on to say, “You know, there was a little girl in California who was part of the second class to integrate her public schools, and she was bussed to school every day.” She continued by saying, “And that little girl was me.” In the press, during an interview she stated that she believed the woman who accused Biden of being sexually inappropriate with her.

I guess that is all water under the bridge now that Harris has been appointed to the VP position by Biden. It is sad that a woman, who seemed to be of such moral character, took a strong left when being asked to be Biden’s running mate. It is not as if Harris was truly a woman of character anyway, being that she blatantly lied to the American people while doing an interview with Charlamagne the God, by saying, “Yes, I smoked weed and I did inhale.” She also went on by jokingly speaking about how she remembered smoking weed while listening to Snoop Dog while in College, which was quite obviously a lie, being that Snoop Dog had not even made one single song at the time Harris was actually in College. I suppose you can say that these two are quite the match, since both are liars and have no moral compass what-so-ever.

As if Joe had not already seriously destroyed much of his chance for the black vote when he made such disgusting remarks as “If you don’t vote for me, you ain’t black.” And by also insinuating that black people have no character, free thinking, and no diversity, when making remarks such as, blacks have a lack of diversity, while Latinos are full of diversity in the way they think and act. It appears, whenever Joe Biden decides to speak, without a script in front of him, he says the most outlandish and insane things. He was being interviewed by a CBS correspondent Errol Barnett, and when asked if he had taken a Cognitive test, went off the handle by saying, “No, I haven’t taken a test. Why the hell would I take a test? Come on man” Biden went on by saying, “That’s like saying to you, before this program if you had taken a test were you on cocaine or not. What do you think, huh? Are you a junkie?” and yes, this is the man that Kamala Harris has decided to run with. Besides the obvious reality, that Joe Biden is not all there, he is also filled with anger and decides to lash out at anyone who questions him about whatever he feels is not warranted.

I do not know about you, but I certainly do not want this man running our Country and overseeing such extremely important day to day operations. He has, at times, not been aware of where he is, forgot the name of God when saying, “Oh, you know, that thing.” We could make an hour-long video of all the many blunders and mess ups that this man has had, and I do believe these such videos are out there all over the Internet already. Yet the most laughable thing that I have taken away from this is, that people still call the black supporters of President Trump “tokens” or assume that they are being paid to act as though they support him. If anyone in this scenario is a “token” it is most certainly Mrs. Kamala Harris. She is being used by the Biden Campaign only to refute the allegations that Biden himself is a racist, which he most definitely is!

While the Lame Stream Media is reporting on such important things, like when President Trump takes a day off to go Golfing, they are intentionally ignoring the fact that Joe Biden is incompetent, lacking cognitive function, and is without a doubt Racist. Just this morning on the News they showed a Virtual call between Kamala Harris and Joe Biden, in which he has what is most certainly a script in front of him, but most people did not see this because CNN and MSNBC decided to crop it out! The only reason I even know this is because they showed the ACTUAL video of the call on Fox News, where you can obviously see the script under the phone that he is holding, which is by the way, upside down! All the rest of the News Channels, such as CNN and MSNBC decided that they would just crop that part out, evidently so that no one would see it and further realize that the Democrat Nominee for President, Joe Biden is totally and utterly lost without something written out for him to read from. And that was just a call with his own VP, can you imagine the things that these News Channels are also hiding from the American people to make us unaware of how badly Biden’s health is genuinely declining?

As for me, I can see between the lines, I can read the writing on the wall, and that is the fact that Joe Biden should not be running for President of this amazing Country, but instead sitting at home with his wife and watching TV, or going to a movie, maybe out to eat occasionally, but this man is not qualified to work at a fast food restaurant, let alone become the Commander in Chief of this Country. I just pray that other people are realizing what so many of us have realized for so long, that Joe Biden is most certainly not competent to be running for President. Even if you hate Donald J Trump, there is no way, that, in my opinion, anyone should vote for Joe Biden solely based on that reason. With Kamala Harris on Joe Bidens Presidential Ticket, things are going get extremely progressive, socialist, and as far left as they can possibly go. As someone who loves this Country and considers herself a true Patriot, the thought of these two running this Country scares the life out of me. I do not want to live in a world where Joe Biden and Kamala Harris are in charge of any part of our Government, let alone the most important seat in this Country and that is President of this beautiful and amazing Country!

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“America will never be destroyed from the outside. If we falter and lose our freedoms, it will be because we destroyed ourselves” -Abraham Lincoln

As the American people have been made aware in the last 48 hours, President Trump has decided to bypass Congress, by signing into effect Executive Orders, that will FINALLY give the hard working Americans hit by Covid-19 and all the Lockdowns, a chance to receive the help that they so desperately need. While Nancy Pelosi and Chuck Schumer decided to play around with the lives of millions of Americans, Trump decided that he would no longer sit by and allow the Radical Left to put their interests before that of the American people.

As many of us know, President Trump has now signed into Order the relief packages that the Democrats have been COMPLETELY against putting any effort into, because if they did, it would have helped President Trump and his Re-Election. While all of us on the Right side of Politics understand in more ways than one, the Democrats have done everything within their power to stall on any kind of Bill that would allow the GREAT AMERICANS of this Country to receive the help that they have been waiting for, while their relief was running out. Nancy Pelosi and Chuck Schumer have blocked all four Bills set in front of them and the leftist radicals, also contributed to that plan at every chance they had, which is why President Donald J Trump had to take the matters into his own hands. He issued four Executive Orders, that will extend the unemployment relief to millions who are not working, protect them from evictions, provide relief from student loans, and suspend payroll taxes for all Americans who make $100,000 or less. While it may not be enough in the long run, it is a start and it was much more than the Democrats were attempting to do.

Obviously, Pelosi and Schumer, along with other Democrats are saying that President Trump has gone too far and made an Unconstitutional decision. I can imagine how they were marching this morning into the Supreme Court to allege Lawsuits against the President. They (Pelosi and the Democrats) are obviously extremely displeased with what the President has done, with Pelosi calling Trump’s decisions “illusions.” The best part of what they have said is that Trump “still does not comprehend the seriousness of the urgency of the health and economic crises facing working families.” As I see it and, I am sure many others see it, our President may be the only one who does understand exactly the seriousness of these matters. While Pelosi and Schumer were trying to add into the Bill that they offered, were to prioritize the issues that had nothing at all to do with the actual well-being of the Nation such as, to ban ID requirements for voters, which we all know would further increase voter fraud in our Elections in November, adding in relief for immigrants, and just plain out stone walling, in an attempt to never come to an actual deal with the Republicans.

While President Trump seemed to be the only person concerned with the impact of Covid-19 on the Americans, he did what he felt was imperative in order to come to a conclusion to helping to keep our American people from being forgotten about and utterly pushed to the side, while the Radical Left, decided that the protection of the Voting ID regulations to further the fraud in our Elections was more important than striking a deal while also anything else that they could slip in to benefit them and their Radical agenda. I, for one am grateful for our AMAZING President and his ability to not allow anything or anyone to stand in the way of him putting America first, the way he has always had and always will.

I Was Once a Liberal #Walkaway

Diary of a Republican woman, living in the world today.

I have been doing quite a bit of hard thinking about whether I should even write this blog. I KNOW that once I decide to Publish this, I will lose friends, maybe some family, and a bunch of people who have supported me by reading my Blog. The truth is that, I cannot be true to myself and who I am, if I chose to stay politely quiet and make the decision to remain a part of the “silent majority.” For some time now I have started to follow Politics in a VERY REAL way. To say I have been disgusted by what has been transpiring does not even cover the emotions I have felt watching the Political Party I once had such belief in completely implode and go so far left that it has become an actual disgrace. I see people who are white apologizing for being white, I’ve watched as the Liberal Media has started lying to the American people by instilling fear in them. I have watched while Democrats have told the world that being a Republican and loving your country makes you a bigot, racist, intolerant, unintelligent, homophobic, and worst of all that we as Americans do not have the capacity to be free thinkers. Being a white woman raised in lower to middle class New Jersey, I have spent my life being indoctrinated to believe that by voting Democrat, I was somehow helping other people just like me. The truth is, that mindset has been instilled in the lives of so many Men, Woman, Children, LGBT communities, Blacks, Hispanics, and any other minorities, but it has been wrong. The left will tell you that you cannot trust the words and actions of the Republican Party because they are only out to lower the taxes for the rich while doing everything they can to keep the lower and middle class right where we are. The saddest part about this, is that because we have come from less than perfect circumstances, we are basically forced to believe these lies, lies that have been invented by the Democrat to make sure that the people who are born into these circumstances stay that way. Unfortunately, it is time that these lies that were made up by the left are FINALLY once and for all revealed and the people who started them should take responsibility for all the HATE AND LIES they have so conveniently spread. While we have been spoon fed these lies and made to believe that being a Republican is going against minorities, LGBT Communities, the poor, the people who were born into horrible circumstances and because of that, if we choose to be a Republican we MUST be against all of these people as well. Nothing can be further from the truth and hopefully the minorities of this Country realize that unless you can help them at the ballot box, they have no use for you and never will. That is why all the promises they make when speaking to you when trying to get elected or re-elected they are lying right through their teeth and will never be fulfilled. It is time that this FINALLY be exposed for what it is, using you when they need you and leaving you to fend for yourself once you help get them elected year after year.

Since Donald Trump walked down the escalator that very famous day in History, something has shifted in this Country and I do not mean for the better. People have decided that you must take a side, and Democrats have made it very clear, that if you are not on their side, you are wrong! Since losing the election in 2016, Democrats have resorted to the most extreme behaviors and actions, that I sometimes must pinch myself to see if this is real and happening. The Liberal News Media is now the majority of what most people see, read, watch, and believe. The Republicans have no voice, no one speaking out for them, and certainly no one wants that to happen. If you watch Fox News, you must be crazy because what we as a people have been brainwashed with, is that Fox News just tells blatant lies and is the far-right propaganda machine. Nothing could be further from the truth and while all the Americans are sitting around watching CNN and MSNBC, they are being more and more removed from the truth. Tell me where there is a Democrat running a certain State or City and I will show you the facts on how those specific places are filled with poor inner cities, extremely poor people, uneducated youth, and far worse than that, I will show you how the murder rates in those places are skyrocketing on a daily basis. For so long the Democrats have made promises that they never deliver on and never plan too. The most depressing part of all of this, is that these people somehow convince you to vote for them repeatedly. I sit sometimes at night and watch the News and am brought to tears, as I watch KIDS wearing MAGA hats getting beat up on the buses, in the streets, just walking to a friend’s house and I do not mean just taunted, I mean literally beat, punched, kicked, jumped by many, and all for their Political beliefs. I cannot even imagine the uproar that would occur if Hilary Clinton had become President and Donald Trump supporters and Republicans were walking down the street causing physical violence to other Americans just because Donald Trump had not been elected President. I remember during the election, all the Democrats including Hilary Clinton causing a huge outrage, because she believed with many other Democrats, that there was NO WAY that Trump supporters would ever or could ever accept it, if he had lost the election. What has shocked me the most is how those very people and that very Political Party are now the ones doing exactly what they said the other side would do.

Since the day Trump was elected, the attacks on him and his Administration have not stopped. The moment he was sworn in as the President of The United States of America, there have been nonstop attempts at proving that he, his children, and his Administration have committed insane crimes against our Country. They started with the Russian Probe, continued with the accusation’s day after day, until that was FINALLY put to bed. Immediately after that, the Impeachment Process started because of a phone call in which all the Democrats swore up and down that Trump had broken the law, obstructed justice, and offered up military aid in return for information on one of his Political opponents. Nancy Pelosi and Adam Schiff were on a modern day witch hunt to show us, the American people that they were FINALLY going to prove that Our President participated in back door deals and shady phone conversations that proved, beyond a shadow of a doubt that the only just punishment was Impeachment. They started this insanity by having closed door sessions, where no one except for them could be present. This is the first time in the History of this Country that anything of this nature had ever occurred. The President was not allowed to sit in on these sessions and neither were his lawyers. Weeks later, they came out from behind their closed doors with articles of Impeachment, which were laughable. They rushed the trials through Congress, not allowing any witnesses or defense of the President in any way. By the time this Impeachment had reached the Senate, we were then supposed to listen to all the reasons that these very same people DESERVED to have witnesses called and heard, to have a trial that they in no way allowed the President to have. When the denial of witnesses was voted on, of course there were Democrats pounding their fists in the air and calling the Impeachment a joke. During the State of The Union Address to all the Americans around the Country, we all watched as Nancy Pelosi sat behind the President mummering words to herself and making herself look crazy, but that was not the end of the insanity. After the State of The Union we all witnessed as Nancy Pelosi ripped the official document given to her by the President of The United States that is REQUIRED by the Constitution to be given in writing once a year as the Presidents duty and responsibility to speak to the American people and give a reporting of the year in office. That document that Nancy Pelosi decided to rip and deface is not even something that belongs to her. It belongs to the House of Representatives.

Having written all of this, it makes me more grateful than ever that my eyes have been opened and I have decided to Register to Vote as a Republican for the first time since I turned 18, which was 20 years ago. I do not and will not be associated with a bunch of people who think it is okay to resort to the lowest tactics possible, just because they did not get their way. I also refuse to be involved with people that think it is okay to lay hands on other fellow citizens of this Country just because they choose to be a supporter of Trump. Oh, and if you by some chance believe that what I have written here is also a bunch of lies and far-right rhetoric, I implore you to look up anything that you have issue with and I am 100% confident that you will not only be wrong, but you might also be surprised enough to want to know more.

Listen, do I love all things Trump? NO, I do not. I wish he would tweet less, chill out on most of the name calling, but just because there are a few things that I disagree with, it does not change the fact, that this President has done AMAZING things with this Country in just a few short years. The Economy is better than it has EVER been, we are breaking records on the Stock Exchange on an almost daily basis, Unemployment is down to record lows for all types of different people, from all walks of life, whether it be Black Americans, Hispanic Americans, or just plain old Americans, and that is a win in my book. He has made the decision to put AMERICA FIRST by not allowing other Countries to walk all over us and treat us as a joke. He believes in this Country, he loves this Country, and most of all he puts the American people first. Before Trump was elected, Barack Obama, Nancy Pelosi, Michael Bloomberg, and countless other Democrats had the EXACT SAME beliefs as Trump about protecting our borders. They also wanted to build a Wall, send thousands of Troops to protect our Borders and as soon as Trump came down that Escalator, they all back pedaled and completely changed their positions. Here are just 2 examples, while there are MANY MORE

Barack Obama said, “Securing the border is the first principle that we all have when we talk about the immigration issue,” she said. “While we need to address the issue of immigration and the challenge we have of undocumented people in our country, we certainly don’t want any more coming in.”

Nancy Pelosi said in 2008, “Securing the border is the first principle that we all have when we talk about the immigration issue,” she said. “While we need to address the issue of immigration and the challenge we have of undocumented people in our country, we certainly don’t want any more coming in.”

I used to be a liberal, I used to be a Democrat, but I chose to #walkaway because what I was seeing on the left had me baffled, confused, embarrassed, and most of all OVER IT. I want to be able to speak my mind when it comes to Politics without the fear of someone either hurting me, mocking me, discrediting me, or deciding that my beliefs mean nothing, and I am just another “crazy” Republican. I do not claim to be the end all be all on my views and I NEVER said that I was. All I know is that I started to pay attention to the world around me and I did not like what I was seeing. Watching as Democrats around the Country choose violence and hate speech, instead of love and understanding made me realize that I no longer wanted to be associated with them. I think what I have learned most while on my journey to self-discovery, is that there’s room for everyone over here on the right. It does not matter if you are black, white, gay, straight, transgender, Hispanic, or anything else. Over here on the right we choose to welcome anyone with any set of beliefs. There will be no yelling and screaming at you just because you choose to have your own set of beliefs, we aren’t going to punch you in the face for wearing a pussy hat, and most importantly we will treat you as human beings and Americans, the way it always should have been and the way that it will continue to be as a Republican in this day and age in America.

Living in The Year 2020…

Diary of a Republican woman, living in the world today.

When I was celebrating New Year’s Eve on December 31st, 2019, there was no way I ever could have predicted in my most terrible nightmare’s what the Year 2020 was going to bring. I remember thinking toward the future year to come with such optimism and enthusiasm. It is, after all very exhilarating to look toward the future, and think of all the thrilling things could happen. My daughter was going to turn 3 years old; I was going to be turning 39 in May, there was a brand-new Summer coming, which is my favorite Season. I had such magnificent thoughts of what the incredible New Year would bring. Of all the thoughts I had on my mind that night, none of them included ANY of the horrendous things that were about to happen. It is hard enough to now realize the new normal the world is living in with the sudden emergence of Covid-19, without having to also be terrified of what is happening in our own Country. I am a Republican, but for this piece that I am writing, that really has no bearing. I have been thinking a lot as of late, and what I have realized is that what matters the most, is that I am a human being who loves her Country. Yes, I happen to be a Republican, who believes that Donald Trump is, by far, the best President of my time and maybe all time; However you would have to be living under a rock to be blinded by the complete and total devastation that is happening on a daily basis to our BEAUTIFUL Country. There are people who want to destroy and tear down our way of living. The best thing about the United States of America, has always been that we are the land of the free and home of the brave. We have had many Wars where countless numbers of Americans have gone into battle and never returned home to their Mothers, Sisters, Wives, Children, and Families. It is so unfortunate that there are Marxist Groups who would love nothing more than to obliterate our past and act as if it never existed. There is only one major problem, our past did happen, and while it may not have been the happiest of pasts, it is still now and always will be our past. You cannot just remove Statues, rename Military Bases, blame everyone for what happened, and try to destroy America as you see fit. I have watched for Months, as the American people have been attacked, cities have been burned, our Police have become vilified, our President has been blamed, and all because the extremist left will do absolutely anything to see Donald Trump ran out of office. The Nancy Pelosi’s of the left, AOC, and “The Clique” have been doing anything in their power to dismantle our Government to fit their agenda. They have the leftist Media on their side, who misinform the American people daily, while all along doing it in order to scare the people of our Country. They are telling people that if President Trump wins the upcoming Election, we will all be being ran by a Dictator who does not care at all about American Citizens. Nothing could be more far from the truth. Our President has a love for this Country, that I do not believe I have ever seen in any President. I have done so much research in the past few Months and have had my eyes opened even more than they were before I decided to Walkaway from the Democrat Party.

I am afraid for the future that my Daughter will be growing up in if Trump were to lose this Election. I mean, it is hard not to be afraid when, I see on the Television every day, the violence and disregard for human life that is being acted out for everyone to see, while the leftist Media keeps on calling this Peaceful Protests. Peaceful Protesters do not set fire to Government ran buildings, tear down Federal Statues, throw Molotov cocktails at Federal Agents and Police, burn businesses of hard-working Americans, and beat innocent people on the streets just for wearing a MAGA hat. To say that I am in complete and total amazement would be an understatement. I am so far beyond that at this point, that I would not even know what to call it. As far as I know, being a Republican, I could NEVER imagine that this would ever be tolerated if the roles were reversed. Could you just imagine if Trump supporters were just running around the Country causing devastation and Anarchy all over the streets? No way! A few short Months ago, I would have never even, for one minute, imagined that people would seriously be running around demanding that the Police be defunded. I, for one, do not want less Police on the streets, I want more Police on the streets. As the BLM Movement and Antifa are literally running our streets, making demands, and having them met is the most unprecedented thing, that I as an American has ever seen. Since when do we allow Terrorist Organizations help to change or make Policy in our Country? Never, that is the answer.

Black Lives Matter, is an Organization with a really nice name, that is causing complete and utter annihilation to whoever stands in their way. They are fundraising an astonishing amount of money, but the catch is that, it is not going to the BLM Movement, it goes directly into the hands of the Democrat Party. They are being given an absurd amount of money from Celebrities, Major Companies, Democrats, and all different types of people who have a great influence on the people of our Country. We are being forced to live in fear of what may come of America on a daily basis all because of these people. New York has just defunded its Police by over a billion dollars, and countless other cities and states have done the same. Some have even dismantled the Police altogether. They are demanding reparations due to Slavery and the past that none of us, living today, had anything to do with. As I watch these videos every day and read these countless articles about the damage that has been done and is still being done, the Democrats on Capitol Hill cannot even come up with a Stimulus Package to help the many Americans who have lost their jobs, are about to lose their homes, and have no way of paying their bills, and why? All because it is almost the 2020 Election, and God forbid these Democrats do anything to shed a positive light on the Republican Party or the President of the United States.

What all this boils down to, is that the Democrat Party cares more about getting President Trump out of office than they do about the American citizens. The Republicans have now come to the floor with 4 different Bills that would extend the Unemployment Benefits, give out another round of Stimulus Checks, and place a Payroll Tax Cut in place to help the people of this Country, who are middle to low class. Have the Democrats even bothered to come to the table with yet 1 Bill? No, they have not, and they do not plan too. They are playing games with the lives of hard-working Americans and all because they despise the President. They do not want anything to interfere with their plans to keep moving farther and farther left and in turn becoming extremists, who have an agenda to dismantle life as we know it, and with the help of Antifa and BLM, they may just get what they want. That is why the Silent Majority must remain silent no more. We need to get out there, in NUMBERS and show the Democrats that we will never allow them to do to this Country what they have been trying to do for Decades, if not longer. We need to step up and remind America, that the Founding Fathers created the most remarkable Country based on the Constitution of the United States, and we as a people want nothing to do with their leftist, Marxist, Extremist, and unconstitutional way of life. The best Country in the world, The United States of America was founded on the Capitalism, the freest way of life possible. There is no room for any Socialism or Communism here in the Land of the Free and the Home of The BRAVE!

Insane Law Passed For New Jersey Vaping

Diary of a Republican woman, living in the world today.

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I am sure that I am not the only person who is COMPLETELY OUTRAGED by the vote which took place today, which bans all sales of Flavored E-Juices 90 days from the 20th. I for one, was able to quit a smoking habit of 22 Years, with the use of Electronic Cigarettes. I vape Dessert flavors, Sweet Flavors, Cereal flavors, and some fruit flavors. I started Vaping 3 Years ago when I was at my mother’s bedside in the hospital, by myself after she had just been rushed there by ambulance. The Doctor came in and told me that she would be lucky if she made it and that she would most likely have to breathe with the help of a machine if she did. As I sat there completely alone, I remember hysterically crying and thinking to myself, that my daughter, who was only 9 months old, would NEVER EVER have to sit by my side wondering if I would ever wake up, all because of cigarettes. Over the next weeks and months, I watched as my mother had to have a Trachea put into her throat so that a machine could do most of her breathing. I would visit constantly and by miracle my mother wound up getting better and better. Not that a nurse did not stop by to tell me, that if my mother kept on smoking, this was something I should get used too, because if she kept smoking, if she was lucky, she would be in and out of the hospital this way over and over again. Unfortunately, my mother was not lucky and after months of watching her slowly get better, be taken out of her induced coma, put into a rehabilitation facility, and FINALLY come home she passed away as a direct result of COPD when she continued smoking after her hospitalization. Her death, as many of my readers know, killed me. Almost 2 years later, I am still dealing with it and might I say, not well.

I started Vaping to save my life and to ensure that I would be around for my daughter, husband, and family if I could. Obviously, there are things beyond our control that could happen, but I was taking a huge step by not allowing a form of combustible tobacco kill me. I for one, do not understand this ban at all. All Flavored E-Juices will be banned, but what about the hundreds of flavored alcoholic beverages out there? Underage kids, I’m sure are not at all curious about those, and I am sure the current ID system is working 100% for that industry. In case you could not tell, I was obviously being facetious. I mean how well is the ID system working for cigarettes themselves. I would say, NOT WELL. Especially because I would buy my Newport 100’s from a local Krauzers in my town when I was 14. Why this (vaping) and why now? It makes absolutely no sense to me and I am sure hundreds of others why, all of a sudden, the Vaping Industry is coming under attack. I completely understand that we want these products out of the hands of underage children, but the original bill also included Menthol Cigarettes, which was taken out last minute. Why you ask, because it would have taken an almost 200-million-dollar tax revenue out of our State. So, it is just fine and dandy to keep Menthol FLAVORED Cigarettes on the market because our lawmakers do not want to lose such an extreme amount of money taken in by taxes, but perfectly okay to destroy hundreds of Small Businesses. If that does not SCREAM hypocrisy, I do not know what does. All the while just the fact that Cigarettes, which are known to be the cause of 500,000 deaths of Americans every single year, which if you are not good at math is 20% of all deaths of our people each year are being sold in every Convenience Store, Gas Station, and Liquor Store across our State. Yeah, lets just keep those for sale because our economy would take too big a hit if we were to cut out the ACTUAL problem. I mean, for how many years have we known that Cigarettes cause Cancer and many other smoking related illnesses, but I do not see one lawmaker, one Legislator, Governor, Mayor of any town RUSHING to take cigarettes off the shelves at all. There were a few thousand lung related illnesses due to BLACK MARKET THC sales and suddenly, all these Politicians started a frenzy of hysteria, telling the public that Vaping was unsafe and here was the proof. How stupid did these Politicians feel when the CDC itself came out and said that these lung related illnesses and 9 deaths were from teenagers buying OFF THE STREET black market THC cartridges which contained Vitamin E acetate.

To bring my point to an end, I just want to write about the Cigarettes that are definitely 100% killing people because of the facts that we have, and have had for years, but they are not being rushed off the shelves to save Hundreds of thousands of lives, however Vape Flavors are now officially banned in New Jersey while the sales of Cancer Sticks are still out there for anyone to purchase. Vaping, which we really know nothing much about it’s health risks, other than it has stopped Thousands of people from smoking is being attacked and banned so very quickly and the thing we have ABSOLUTE PROOF of, that is Cigarettes cause 20% of all deaths of Americans per year will continue to flourish. If that sounds as crazy to my readers as it does to me, well than I guess we have a serious problem. If something is not done, in 90 Days over 300 Vape Shops WILL CLOSE, and the employees that those shops employ will be out of jobs. It is obvious that something must be done. This is EXTREMELY prejudice against the Vaping Community, Vape Shops, it’s Employees, and us who Vape are having our Civil Liberties trampled all over. The Government is literally telling us ADULTS what we can and cannot put into our own bodies. That is not something that our Founding Fathers ever intended when they put in place what is supposed to be Governed. When our Legislators are backing off of banning Menthol Flavored Cigarettes because it would cause a huge tax hit, but are choosing, instead to sign into law, this insane ban on Flavored E-Liquid, it is not only a punch straight to our faces, but also a false use of their power that will literally Bankrupt our fellow Americans and Small Business Owners. I pray we come together as a State and do whatever is in our power to stop this. I for one have been reading all day about what other States have done to stall this very same legislation and I can only hope that the rest of the Vaping Community, Vape Shop Owners, and E-Liquid Distributors are doing the same.

Welcome Back to me!!

Diary of a Republican woman, living in the world today.

It has been said that I tend to start lots of things, but I never finish them.  Here’s to a new Year where I keep my promise to myself to write as much as possible.

 

<p>First off, let me apologize for my EXTREMELY long hiatus.  I promised myself that I would spend as much time as I possibly could writing about my life as a mother, wife, stay at home mom, the loss of my mother and best friend, my insane 2 year old, and mostly just letting out here, all of the things  in my head that, if I ever actually spoke out loud to an actual person in my life, they would either never understand and choose to not speak to me anymore, or my personal favorite, making it their life mission, to talk to whoever they could about me behind my back.  I have been gone for quite some time and I could get into a bunch of bullshit reasons why, or I could just be honest and say, the reason I have not written is just plain old fashion laziness.  I decided when I started this Blog that I would pour my heart and soul into it, but since I have started, things have <em>obviously</em> not gone the way I had planned.  I wanted to start a Blog that meant something, I wanted to start something that was worth reading to others.  I admit, I had quite the slow start.  With this, like many other things in my life, I started like gangbusters.  Writing as much as I could, thinking day and night about what I could write about next, but it fizzled out.  I chose to listen to the opinion of a few people who told me, that this is not a job and it never could be and I allowed it to get into my head and slowly let it fester inside, to the point where I had lost my confidence in what I had started out to do.  Since then, I realize that whether it gets read, or people decide to love it or hate it, I have things to say and I am going to say them.  For my entire life, I allowed other people to have such a profound effect on me.  I was always worried if people would like me and spent much of my time devoted to making sure they did.  At this point in my life I could really give a shit less what anyone thinks of me, apart from my husband and child.  If there are people out there who choose to read this and love it, GREAT, but if not, that truly is their problem and not mine.  All I can do is be true to myself and write the things, that I’m going through, have been through, the thoughts on my mind, what I feel that particular day and moment, and just put it out there for the world to see. I guess you can say that it has a lot to do with growing up. Even though I am 38 years young, I had a slow start in becoming someone that could wake up in the morning and get shit done. Let’s just say ADULTING was not my strong suit. As I enter this part of my life, I have started to love myself and who I am as a person. I chose to change the dialogue in my head that told me, I was no good, I would never be anything, I am just a waste of space, to a much more loving and caring dialogue that tells me, I am good enough, I always was, but I had a large part of my life put on hold because I chose to become a heroin addict, that only gave a shit about myself and how I would and could get another one. Being clean and sober for over 4 years now, I realize that, those years were not for nothing! They prepared me to become the AMAZING and beautiful woman I am today, and that woman is going to write because it is what I love to do. </p>

 

<p>If you have read my previous Blogs, you know that I have not had the easiest of lives, I’ve battled addiction, a REALLY crazy upbringing, the loss of too many people to count, from either death, the cutting off of friendships due to my horrible decision making, finding love and losing it, finding it again, and all I could do was hold on to today, because in life that is really all that we have, right now, this moment and all the moments to come. I cannot dwell on the past, how unfair i thought I had it, or what might happen tomorrow.  All any of us has is right here, right now, and I plan to try and make the rest of my time here worth something to me because, I am worth something to me today. I could not always say that, I spent much of my life a scared little girl, who was afraid to grow up and deal with life, no matter how that life was going to play out.  I realize now that none of that matters. I guess you can say, i learned to love myself, the good, the bad, and the ugly. I make no excuses for the decisions that I have made, or the way I chose to live my life because in the end, it was me who made those decisions and noting I do or ever do could change the past. Have I spent years trying to overcome those decisions? The answer is yes, yes I have and now, I finally feel free, I feel free to be the woman that is sitting here today writing this, a beautiful, loving, loyal, caring, empathetic soul that just wants to show others that NO MATTER what you do in life, there is always a restart button. At any time, any of us could choose to press that restart button in our heads and begin to live a life that is worth it because it doesn’t matter who you are, what you have done, how bad you think it is. Any one of us can change that reflection in the mirror that looks back at us and tells us we are no good and never will be and make it the image of yourself that chooses to look back at yourself and love yourself just the way you are, imperfections and all. Society can make us believe the most horrific things, like we are not where we are supposed to be, or that we do not belong because we have made some mistakes, but that could not be further from the truth. Our lives are our responsibility. We can choose to keep going and being a person who cannot look themselves in the mirror, or we can make that insanely important decision, to dust ourselves off, wipe away those tears, and change the narrative of our very own lives. I am not saying for one minute that it is easy, or that it does not take a great amount of fortitude to keep pushing even when we think that we cannot possibly push for one more second. Nothing worth anything is ever easy, if it were everyone would do it. Just this week, I heard of 3 people that either, I knew, or my husband knew, that died because they did not understand that no matter what we do in life there is a chance for redemption. Two of our friends died of drug overdoses and one hung himself because he could not stop using drugs. The society we are living in today is scary. The opioid epidemic is serious, VERY SERIOUS. It has killed more people since it started than were killed in car crashes, by H.I.V., and gun violence AT THEIR PEAKS! Not since World War II has the life expectancy fallen by 4 months and that has just happened in the past 3 years. The cause of this absurd pattern change is the amount of overdose deaths for adults under 55. If there is any time where we need to know that change is possible, IT IS NOW! I have watched the 12-step fellowship I attend get younger and younger and younger since 2013. When I entered the room of my choice of fellowship, I used to be one of the youngest people there. Now when I walk in the door, I am one of the oldest people there and that is not because I have gotten older, it is because the people coming in continue to get younger every day. It is sad and horrible, but it is a fact. I would love to see a world where the leading cause of deaths in this Country is no longer due to drug overdoses. I would love to live long enough to see this narrative change. We are dying out there and instead of it scaring addicts, it seems to just be making more of us. </p>

 

<p>I do not want to depress my readers, but I want to educate them on what is going on out there. Men, women, teenagers, seniors, and everything in between is caught up in this cycle. If you are not an addict, I hope I can shed some light on the insanity that is going on in this country and the fact that over 130 Americans die every day as a result of this disease. </p>

 

<p>Either way, I am going to be here blogging away about this epidemic, my experiences as a human being in everyday life, being a mother, a stay at home mom, a recovering drug addict, and literally whatever else happens to move me that particular week.  I really hope you will come along with me on this journey. Like I said, I do not know where it will take me, but I promise it will be worth reading. Leave some comments if you want, suggest something you might want me to write about or just tell me your thoughts on what I have written. Writing is my passion and it has been since I was old enough to do it. Along the way, I hope I will become better at it because I do have a lot worth saying, I just pray there are people out there who want to read it. 

My original plan for this evening…

Diary of a Republican woman, living in the world today.

Well hello, my fellow internet friends and blog readers! I had this amazing plan to put my 22 month old daughter to sleep, get all comfy and cozy in my PJ’s, get my adorable chihuahua in bed with me, and relax while drinking a cup of coffee and watching some Dateline. Unfortunately, my plan was spoiled because sadly, when I was watching Dateline, my “wonderful” comcast cable went out on me. It was just that fast that my mind went from happy, fun, cozy woman to sad, depressed, crying little girl who just missed my Mama. You see, I went to the cable box to do the thing we all LOVE TO DO, unplug our cable boxes and count to ten, before plugging it back in and waiting 10 minutes for it to actually work again. After I performed this most ANNOYING ritual, I was looking at my black TV screen that kept saying “Welcome, this may take a moment” and I started to think about something HYSTERICALLY FUNNY that my gorgeous daughter did today. She turned on her iPad, went to YouTube Kids, turned on the hot dog song from Disney Channels Mickey Mouse Club, got up on a small chair and started dancing by bobbing up and down to the song with her hands in the air. At the time it did not dawn on me, that my mom would never see that adorable moment that I snuck a video of, but for some weird reason while that screen was black it popped into my head and I felt like someone had sucker punched my chest, leaving me with absolutely no air left in my lungs. It just flashed in my brain, over and over, “YOUR MOM WILL NEVER EVER SEE THIS” and I just let out this yelp and started to cry my eyes out. Not that crazy hysterical cry, where you cannot breathe and your actually screaming, but that cry where you stare blankly into the distance and tears just roll down your cheeks uncontrollably. I really wish that would stop happening and I would be able to go a day without thinking about all the things my daughter’s Munga, (my moms name for Grandma) will never see. I believe it is almost impossible for that to happen when you have a 22 month old, that both you and your mother never thought would ever even exist. You see, my life has been full of ups and downs, insane crazy moments, totally fucked up things that I have done, sad but true stories of days that my mother did not even think I would live until the next day, and if you continue on this journey with me, in my own words, you will learn all sorts of things about me, about life, how I feel about being a mother and wife, how sometimes I wish I could just fade into the background where no one can see me, but most importantly, I believe, you will just have an awesome time reading all about my crazy life. I’ve been waiting for the perfect time to write my first blog, and for some reason my mind kept telling me to get up, grab the laptop and start this thing, or you never ever will. It has always been a dream and goal of mine to at least TRY and do this thing. I am proud of myself for FINALLY writing my very first REAL thing to go live online. At least it made me stop crying my eyes out about my mom. If nothing else, if no one reads this, at least I will know that I actually followed through with something I was wayyyyyyy to afraid to do in the past. Now that my head is pounding with a migraine, I am gonna FINALLY go and execute my original plan for the night…

Stay tuned, I will be back and I will have something very worth reading and HOPEFULLY relating to, even if it is just a little.

Goodnight everyone, hope your night goes as well as my second try is.

Following The RNC2020

Diary of a Republican woman, living in the world today.

As the RNC Convention is going on, I will be writing articles every day or every other day, with opinions and thoughts on this VERY IMPORTANT EVENT! We’ve heard so many members of the Republican Party talk about the excitement behind this Convention. The RNC is planning on putting together an event that is hopeful, looking toward the future, while still showcasing all of the MANY THINGS that President Trunp has gotten done in the past almost 4 years.

I am so excited to be able to write My Blogs for all the people to read. I am a true American Patriot and I love our beautiful Country. There is so much opportunity here in the United States. There is no other Country that treats minorities better and does more for them, than this Administration. I just hope and pray other people are watching, that maybe don’t know who their voting for such as, Independents, Libertarians, Republicans, and hopefully the Democrats, that are sick and tired of the crazy, progressive, and just plain horrible direction that this Party has gone and continues to go. Just when you think it can’t get worse or more far left, it does.

So, with all of that, I hope you sign on and read my updates on the RNC. I will try my hardest to post a Blog with my thoughts and opinions as the Convention moves along. I am excited to have people who are like minded, free thinkers, and anyone looking for something worth believing in when the Democrat Party is leaving much of its base or there feeling abandoned and confused. I remember what it was like when the smoke cleared for me and I made the decision to finality #Walkaway from the Democrat Party. It was so heartbreaking to see so clearly that I and so many others have just been being lied too. It truly is crazy and scary because that was all you knew and believed with all your heart for so long. I am just so grateful to my husband, who is a Republican, that educated me so much on this issue and to the #Walkaway Campaign, that has such amazing story from people who are just like me; sick and tired of being lied to and played for a fool. I’ve never been judged by the Republican Party. Quite the opposite, I’ve been accepted with open arms and so much love and positivity, unlike the other side, which is full of lies, deception, unlawful activity, and nothing but doom and gloom about OUR COUNTRY, that is beautiful and loved by so many of us true Patriots. Thank you for supporting me, if you do and I hope to see a big turn out to see my reactions and opinions during the Republican Convention. Looking forward to writing some great articles, that everyone can enjoy.

Love you all and I will definitely be staying on top of this Convention so please come back and support my Blog and read some truly interesting things about the RNC. Hope it’s a great Convention and as always, God Bless America and OUR PRESIDENT, Donald J. Trump! Happy RNC everyone!!!!!

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